I am tired of crying everyday or controlling myself not to cry. I don't know how long it will take to stop. All I know is, I did expressed myself clearly to that person already but he still treat me like shit.

And to make it worse, my ideal pay for my new job has been trashed. Yeah, it's only a hundred lesser but then I was still upset because I was all up to show people I'm really capable. Sigh.

Life is not going easy right?

I am tired of crying everyday or controlling myself not to cry. I don't know how long it will take to stop. All I know is, I did expressed myself clearly to that person already but he still treat me like shit.

And to make it worse, my ideal pay for my new job has been trashed. Yeah, it's only a hundred lesser but then I was still upset because I was all up to show people I'm really capable. Sigh.

Life is not going easy right?

Two issues of contradictory nature happened today. I got a job that pays me quite well but I also got dumped by my ex bf.

I am happy that I got a job but I have to say I'm more saddened that I was dumped and over the same reason in the past 2 years that we have been trying to work on. Does it mean it was only me who had changed and he nv changed at all?

How can someone be so selfish? When he wanted time all by himself yet he wanted to be in a relationship?

How could it be that after 2 years and compromising, he could tell me that we are forcing ourselves to conform to each other?

I truly do not know but what I know is, I'm crying my eyeballs out.

Two issues of contradictory nature happened today. I got a job that pays me quite well but I also got dumped by my ex bf.

I am happy that I got a job but I have to say I'm more saddened that I was dumped and over the same reason in the past 2 years that we have been trying to work on. Does it mean it was only me who had changed and he nv changed at all?

How can someone be so selfish? When he wanted time all by himself yet he wanted to be in a relationship?

How could it be that after 2 years and compromising, he could tell me that we are forcing ourselves to conform to each other?

I truly do not know but what I know is, I'm crying my eyeballs out.

2 movies I caught recently that were rather nice, Wolverine and Angels & Demons.

If you haven't read the book or comic before, you will find Wolverine rather okie because of it's actions and plot. However, if you do, then you will be a bit disappointed because Sabretooth is not his brother and Kayla Silverfox wasn't that heroine to sacrifice herself for him. There is no Weapon XI and he is definitely not Deadpool. Thank goodness I watched the show without knowing the original details as I took it as a movie only and enjoy it as a movie only, and it works. From a movie point of view, it sells. In that short 2 hours, what else could you do to make it better? So I guess the film makers made it in a certain way that will entice the crowd more.

However, my personal favourite is Angels & Demons. It wasn't as action packed as Wolverine but it was totally thrilling, racing against time and keeping me on my toes all the time. There is quite some bit of history telling and some knowledge that the audience may not know but if you listened to it carefully or rewatch it, you will catch it a bit better. I love how Langdon was solving the mysteries and actually how artfully the criminal had crafted out his killing plot. I'm not too sure the Christian population may like it. I had a friend who told me to boycott Da Vinci Code last time because it's a shame to Christianity. As for me, I watch it as a show and possibly because I am a free thinker, I only take it as a show. I do not believe in the facts posted in the movie and if I am interested, I will search out the facts myself instead. So why not sit back, enjoy the beautiful sights of Vatican City, the beautiful artistically designed churches, the thrilling plot and the good acting skills of the various actors. Tom Hanks is at his usual, great in his acting but I was really impressed by Mr Obi wan Kenobi (Ewan Mcgregor). Having him to co act against Hanks is definitely sparkling off fireworks in the movie.

2 movies I caught recently that were rather nice, Wolverine and Angels & Demons.

If you haven't read the book or comic before, you will find Wolverine rather okie because of it's actions and plot. However, if you do, then you will be a bit disappointed because Sabretooth is not his brother and Kayla Silverfox wasn't that heroine to sacrifice herself for him. There is no Weapon XI and he is definitely not Deadpool. Thank goodness I watched the show without knowing the original details as I took it as a movie only and enjoy it as a movie only, and it works. From a movie point of view, it sells. In that short 2 hours, what else could you do to make it better? So I guess the film makers made it in a certain way that will entice the crowd more.

However, my personal favourite is Angels & Demons. It wasn't as action packed as Wolverine but it was totally thrilling, racing against time and keeping me on my toes all the time. There is quite some bit of history telling and some knowledge that the audience may not know but if you listened to it carefully or rewatch it, you will catch it a bit better. I love how Langdon was solving the mysteries and actually how artfully the criminal had crafted out his killing plot. I'm not too sure the Christian population may like it. I had a friend who told me to boycott Da Vinci Code last time because it's a shame to Christianity. As for me, I watch it as a show and possibly because I am a free thinker, I only take it as a show. I do not believe in the facts posted in the movie and if I am interested, I will search out the facts myself instead. So why not sit back, enjoy the beautiful sights of Vatican City, the beautiful artistically designed churches, the thrilling plot and the good acting skills of the various actors. Tom Hanks is at his usual, great in his acting but I was really impressed by Mr Obi wan Kenobi (Ewan Mcgregor). Having him to co act against Hanks is definitely sparkling off fireworks in the movie.

Tampinines Central 1 has this Japanese shop called UNIQLO which sells really reasonable prices trendy clohtes. It's kinda like Giordano but you know, some young people think that Giordano is AUNTIE but if you said "I'm wearing an UNIQLO top/jeans", people will just go "Cool yeah".

Zhu picked up a few clothing in the shop, with a new pair of jeans which he rarely got to find one that fit him. The tops that he got were really nice too, sporty and comfy enough, just good for him. Haha, he also gotten an Ah Beng's belt which I chose for him. The girls clothes are rather nice too but on a more casual side. The clothes there are more to the casual wear though.

Then we saw this Japanese style MARCHE called MANDUKU which we went to try excitedly. The concept is interesting, the food looks attractive but we were rather disappointed with the taste of the food. The soup base wasn't really fantastic. You could get more decent Jap food at Liang Court. Plus, the prices are like $11.80 and the food doesn't really taste well, so don't bother to try it.

There are alot more other new shops and Jap shops there, from clothes to food to toys. They have some rather nice stuff. Tampinines can be a rather good shopping place with 3 shopping malls there and 2 cinemas there. Except they lack karoake, so we had to go to Clementi for KTV instead.

I also forgot to mentioned that the last last Saturday, my family and I went to Farmart to have our farewell dinner with my Uncle who is returning to India for another few months. Strangely, this time round, I found the food not as nice and that my house zi cha is nicer. Even my cousins said so. Perhaps the standard dropped? However, the pork ribs is superb!!!! It's from this place called Australian Wine. It's really yummy, best dish for the day!

The following week before Labour Day, on Monday, I popped over to visit Kris for her birthday. So happy to see that Lionel can walk unaided now. He refused to let me touch him initially cause I think I am not familiar to him but he smiled alot at me and played with me. Gradually he warmed up and he let me hugged him and hold his hand. I have to say he is becoming more like Sausage. He dropped his mom's phone on the floor upon seeing me picked up a popcorn chicken and walked all the way to my legs and hugged it, staring at me with those "puss-in-boots" eyes. Unfortunately, he can't eat it. Speaking about Sausage, that dog refused to let me touch Lionel unless I touch him first and play with him. Or rather, he only want me to touch him. Got a few scratch marks from his long toe nails on my thighs as I wasn't wearing jeans. Haha, but so funny to see him competing for attention with Lionel. It was really pleasant to see Lionel as he is so happy and funny and just makes me laugh.

I also gotten some good news when I met up with XW last week. Haha, but it's up to her to disclose the secret la.

Tampinines Central 1 has this Japanese shop called UNIQLO which sells really reasonable prices trendy clohtes. It's kinda like Giordano but you know, some young people think that Giordano is AUNTIE but if you said "I'm wearing an UNIQLO top/jeans", people will just go "Cool yeah".

Zhu picked up a few clothing in the shop, with a new pair of jeans which he rarely got to find one that fit him. The tops that he got were really nice too, sporty and comfy enough, just good for him. Haha, he also gotten an Ah Beng's belt which I chose for him. The girls clothes are rather nice too but on a more casual side. The clothes there are more to the casual wear though.

Then we saw this Japanese style MARCHE called MANDUKU which we went to try excitedly. The concept is interesting, the food looks attractive but we were rather disappointed with the taste of the food. The soup base wasn't really fantastic. You could get more decent Jap food at Liang Court. Plus, the prices are like $11.80 and the food doesn't really taste well, so don't bother to try it.

There are alot more other new shops and Jap shops there, from clothes to food to toys. They have some rather nice stuff. Tampinines can be a rather good shopping place with 3 shopping malls there and 2 cinemas there. Except they lack karoake, so we had to go to Clementi for KTV instead.

I also forgot to mentioned that the last last Saturday, my family and I went to Farmart to have our farewell dinner with my Uncle who is returning to India for another few months. Strangely, this time round, I found the food not as nice and that my house zi cha is nicer. Even my cousins said so. Perhaps the standard dropped? However, the pork ribs is superb!!!! It's from this place called Australian Wine. It's really yummy, best dish for the day!

The following week before Labour Day, on Monday, I popped over to visit Kris for her birthday. So happy to see that Lionel can walk unaided now. He refused to let me touch him initially cause I think I am not familiar to him but he smiled alot at me and played with me. Gradually he warmed up and he let me hugged him and hold his hand. I have to say he is becoming more like Sausage. He dropped his mom's phone on the floor upon seeing me picked up a popcorn chicken and walked all the way to my legs and hugged it, staring at me with those "puss-in-boots" eyes. Unfortunately, he can't eat it. Speaking about Sausage, that dog refused to let me touch Lionel unless I touch him first and play with him. Or rather, he only want me to touch him. Got a few scratch marks from his long toe nails on my thighs as I wasn't wearing jeans. Haha, but so funny to see him competing for attention with Lionel. It was really pleasant to see Lionel as he is so happy and funny and just makes me laugh.

I also gotten some good news when I met up with XW last week. Haha, but it's up to her to disclose the secret la.

Some men are destined to be poor, once they have money, they tend to fool around.

Some men are destined to be poor, once they have money, they tend to fool around.

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